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Posts archive for: 2 July, 2007
  • DNA report

    You are an Inventor

    Your imagination, self-reliance, openness to new things, and appreciation for utility combine to make you an INVENTOR.

    You have the confidence to make your visions into reality, and you are willing to consider many alternatives to get that done.

    The full spectrum of possibilities in the world intrigues you—you're not limited by pre-conceived notions of how things should be.

    Problem-solving is a specialty of yours, owing to your persistence, curiosity, and understanding of how things work.

    Your vision allows you to identify what's missing from a given situation, and your creativity allows you to fill in the gaps.

    Your awareness of how things function gives you the ability to come up with new uses for common objects.

    It is more interesting for you to pursue excitement than it is to get caught up in a routine.

    Although understanding details is not difficult for you, you specialize in seeing the bigger picture and don't get caught up in specifics.

    You tend to more proactive than reactive—you don't just wait for things to come to you.

    Your sense of adventure is supreme - you're up for anything, anytime. Making plans in advance isn't necessary for you: you'd rather figure things out on the go.

    Never one to be found in chic boutiques or trendy clothing stores, you take an extremely practical approach to getting dressed.

    Generally, you believe that you control your life, and that external forces only play a limited role in determining what happens to you.

    If you want to be different:

    Try applying your creativity to more artistic arenas, and letting your imagination take less practical forms.

    You are Benevolent

    You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT

    You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.

    Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.

    You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.

    You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.

    Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.

    Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.

    Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.

    If you want to be different:

    You spend a lot of time taking care of others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!

    Sometimes you can get overcommitted, and when you sacrifice spending time with those close to you, it can make them feel unimportant.

  • Almost an ordinary day

    I took the decision several moths ago. The moment of taking it was connected to several sleepless nights and trembling in the pit of the stomach. To implement this decision meant to turn my life inside out. It meant starting my life from the beginning. At the same time this decision should have been based not on a single reason, but on logic going through all my life till now and moving forward after the decision. I saw the logic … or I created it myself … does it matter? I kept the decision for myself. Nobody should have known by that time. I was not 100% sure yet that I will do it and I didn’t want to hurry. Impatience was one of my greatest problems before and after long years of fighting it I had certain success.  

    So, I left the decision in my heart and start looking around for more reasons to implement it and signs. Signs as for when I should do it. 
     

    The sign came on Saturday evening in some words spoken by my beloved in not very conscious state of mind. I mean he was drunk. Although I drink a gin or two I hate when people are drunk. But in this case I was happy he was drunk and told me things he wouldn’t tell me if he was sober. I need to point some advantages in drinking, especially for people still not used to speak all they think (and you never know if they will be able … ever).
     

    Sunday was 1st of July – a day with a special meaning for me, even if I am not very sure why. After the sign and the decision actually taken before I realized that this day is very good for staring something new … but in order to start something new, usually you need to destroy something old. So I told my husband I want a divorce. I felt sick, so sick yesterday – I could feel his pain together with mine. I felt also how he is trying to convince himself and me that I am just in a bad mood. I tried to tell him how serious am I, but then decided to leave him some time to get used to that thought. As I have been hiding many truths from him for years, starting with the truth that my feelings to him changed, telling him that I want a divorce now should have been quite a shock. All the truths I tried to tell him before were not noticed and were forgotten. He is now ready to notice and remember what I am telling him, but … it is too late. I will give him a week and tell him how late he is again …. and finally.
    It will be a hard week …

    P.S. This post is an experiment if I can actually put my thoughts in English.

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