Oh, God!
In this very moment I am back in the state of full confidence in me, in God and in all that’s happening.
I can’t believe I am able to feel calm in this situation, but the truth is that I am very calm and even positive.
It could be because of the expected trip, or because some decisions are taken already and the moved pieces of the puzzle are just staying in their new places.
Only after a few days I might be in position to take new decisions, but right now I intend to enjoy the moment and accumulate powers for the moment I need them.
I need a rest and I will have it.
I will spend time with my daughter and my mother and I will think again about my life and try to find its logic.
This morning I thought about these words of My Friend:
“Connect, disconnect, re-connect …”
Incredibly simple way to say in a few words so much …. At this moment I feel disconnected from both men I had in my life before. It may be a re-connection with one of them, but I don’t know yet, and I don’t know to whom it might be. I will enjoy the moment of living some time without men.
I will enjoy the moment of looking only how life goes by …. and may be I will write down some notes for future posts.
