@ 2008-04-25 – 10:19:37
I am hanging on the cross
Of my own Golgotha
And I am tempted to deaden
The pain again.
To meditate,
To get out,
To fly
In space so far away,
To finally forget.
Yes,
I can wake up the God in me
And attenuate the Man.
I can,
But not today.
Today I will be sad
And thinking on the conflict
Of my dual nature
And cruelness
I show once in a while.
Does the Truth excuse me?
I feel fallen today
And I deserve the cross ….
LaraDart
fluteofreed
Exactly! It was Good Friday /I live in Bulgaria and we are Orthodox/ and I didn't mean to feel that way, of course, but it just happened.
I think we feel crucified most of the time ... and we carry our crosses all the time ...
LaraDart
I am going to revive... and you?
fluteofreed
Me too. 
I am not multisufferer type of person. I always revive.
LaraDart
Great! We shall overcome then! :-)
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