I don't know what I want from this life.
I am nearly 40 and I still can't figure out if I want to live with somebody or if I want to live on my own. I mean with my daughter only.
Being on my own must be boring sometimes, but being with somebody is often damn difficult.
Am I selfish or something? Or I am just too independent and not too many man can handle this.
The good news is that I can live with my daughter on my salary ..... at the age of survival, but still ..... The price of freedom is high.
The bad news is that I am again in a relationship. he is young and cute, but ... do I really need him?
